urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ink_addct ink_addct ink_addct 2009-01-22T22:18:48Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ink_addct:8923 2009-01-22T22:17:37Z 2009-01-22T22:18:48Z things are finally starting to go my way!!<br /><br />on tuesday i tattooed myself, turned out ok but its a huge step... the first of many!<br />few more months i should start practicing on good friends then it begins. finally.. all these years of working my ass off is starting to pay off!<br /><br />i also found out i passed the national registry for EMTs. I'm officially a registered EMT for the state of CA. not sure what i'm gonna do with it yet.. might just start doing ride alongs with my dad.... if anything it just feels so good to be something more than i have been the past few years! to finally be something. <br /><br />i'm so close now its hard to sit still. my mind has been racing constantly craving to absorb everything. <br /><br />i accomplished a lot this week. time to party. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ink_addct:8665 2008-05-10T05:57:21Z 2008-05-10T05:57:21Z in 2 weeks I will no longer be a body piercer. <br /><br />I will be a bank teller.<br /><br />I'm so excited. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ink_addct:7528 2007-10-27T12:39:26Z 2007-10-27T12:39:26Z yeah i did a tattoo tonight.<br /><br />on a human.<br /><br />that makes me a tattoo artist. i made it. i finally fucking made it people. now time to fucking take over. =) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ink_addct:7323 2007-10-27T06:08:18Z 2007-10-28T06:56:52Z It's 2:45, the baby takes his first breath<br />The mother never knew he only had a few left and<br />The father gets a call in the middle of the night<br />His breath gets short and his chest gets tight<br /><br />But he's 16, and he's driving too fast<br />Takes a turn to the left, it would be his last<br />Nobody knows what happens if he turns to the right<br />Nobody in the car would've died that night<br /><br />But he's 32 and invincible.<br />The cancer he had it was visceral<br />He never saw it coming...thought he had his whole life<br />Sick in the morning and he died in the night.<br /><br />We're all so...<br />We're on the run.<br />We're all, we're all<br />We're wasted, no no no<br />We're all wasted<br />We're wasted, no no<br />We're all wasted<br /><br />7 years old, got his bat in his hand<br />He’s looking for his father and he doesn't understand<br />'Cause dad's too busy, got some deals on the way<br />His son sits alone as the children play<br /><br />And he's 18 he couldn't wait to move out<br />His parents wonder what all the rush is about<br />They never bothered with his dreams<br />Only thinking of theirs.<br />Wonders why he doesn't call and why he doesn't care<br /><br />But he's 32 and invincible<br />With everything he is based on principle<br />He never had a truly happy moment in his life<br />He didn't want the kids and he didn't want his wife.<br /><br />We're wasted, no no no<br />We're all wasted<br />We're wasted, no no<br />We're all wasted<br />We're wasted<br />We're all wasted<br />We're all wasted, no no<br />We're all wasted<br /><br />23 now got his life in his hands<br />He's looking all around and he doesn't understand<br /><b>'Cause life's too busy, things get in the way<br />We all feel alone every single day<br /><br />And I'm 18 couldn't wait to move out<br />It's been 5 years and now I'm starting to doubt...<br />Whether all my dreams are just aimless stares<br />Looking off to someplace that isn’t there</b><br /><br />When I'm 32 will I be miserable?<br />With everything around based on principle<br />Will I have a clue, oh wouldn't it be nice<br />to never be alone in this wasted life.<br /><br />We're wasted, no no no<br />We're all wasted<br />We're wasted, no no<br />We're all wasted<br />We're wasted<br />We're all wasted<br />We're all wasted, no no<br />We're all wasted.<br />------------------------------------------------------<br />so i might do my first tattoo tonight if all goes according to plan. wish me luck, i've been working on this for 3 years now. we'll see. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ink_addct:6613 2007-07-10T00:23:41Z 2007-07-10T00:23:41Z at this point, i really dont know what to do about anything.<br /><br />certain people really let me down. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ink_addct:5683 2007-05-28T08:33:16Z 2007-05-28T08:33:16Z life is good<br /><br />i definately have the best boyfriend ever &lt;3<br /><br />i could never do any of this without his support =) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ink_addct:1595 2006-05-20T23:42:09Z 2006-05-20T23:42:09Z its been one year today.<br /><br />RIP TKL &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ink_addct:1378 2006-04-21T04:22:35Z 2006-04-21T04:22:35Z heaven is real. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ink_addct:1177 2006-03-27T00:11:26Z 2007-05-19T22:18:46Z <table cellspacing="0" style="border: 1px solid #333333; margin: 10px;"><tr><td colspan="2" style="border: none; font: bold 16px sans-serif; background: #ffddbb; color: #000000; padding: 5px; margin: 0px; text-align: center;">This Is My Life, Rated</td></tr><tr><td style="width: 85px; padding: 5px; font: bold 18px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: 1px solid #333333; border-left: none; background-image: none; background: #ffffcc; color: #000000;">Life:<br /></td><td style="width: 240px; padding: 5px; padding-left: 0px; font: bold 18px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: 1px solid #333333; border-left: none; border-right: none; vertical-align: middle; background-image: none; background: #ffffff; color: #000000;"><img src="http://www.monkeyquiz.com/img/greblubar.gif" height="12" width="132" style="border: 1px solid #000000; border-left: none; vertical-align: middle; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;"> 6.6</td></tr><tr><td style="width: 85px; padding: 5px; font: bold 12px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: none; border-right: 1px solid #333333; background-image: none; background: #ffffcc; color: #000000;">Mind:<br /></td><td style="width: 240px; padding: 5px; padding-left: 0px; font: bold 12px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: none; vertical-align: middle; background-image: none; background: #ffffff; color: #000000;"><img src="http://www.monkeyquiz.com/img/grebar.gif" height="12" width="124" style="border: 1px solid #000000; border-left: none; vertical-align: middle; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;"> 6.2</td></tr><tr><td style="width: 85px; padding: 5px; font: bold 12px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: none; border-right: 1px solid #333333; background-image: none; background: #ffffcc; color: #000000;">Body:<br /></td><td style="width: 240px; padding: 5px; padding-left: 0px; font: bold 12px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: none; vertical-align: middle; background-image: none; background: #ffffff; color: #000000;"><img src="http://www.monkeyquiz.com/img/yelgrebar.gif" height="12" width="100" style="border: 1px solid #000000; border-left: none; vertical-align: middle; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;"> 5</td></tr><tr><td style="width: 85px; padding: 5px; font: bold 12px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: none; border-right: 1px solid #333333; background-image: none; background: #ffffcc; color: #000000;">Spirit:<br /></td><td style="width: 240px; padding: 5px; padding-left: 0px; font: bold 12px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: none; vertical-align: middle; background-image: none; background: #ffffff; color: #000000;"><img src="http://www.monkeyquiz.com/img/greblubar.gif" height="12" width="134" style="border: 1px solid #000000; border-left: none; vertical-align: middle; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;"> 6.7</td></tr><tr><td style="width: 85px; padding: 5px; font: bold 12px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: none; border-right: 1px solid #333333; background-image: none; background: #ffffcc; color: #000000;">Friends/Family:<br /></td><td style="width: 240px; padding: 5px; padding-left: 0px; font: bold 12px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: none; vertical-align: middle; background-image: none; background: #ffffff; color: #000000;"><img src="http://www.monkeyquiz.com/img/grebar.gif" height="12" width="124" style="border: 1px solid #000000; border-left: none; vertical-align: middle; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;"> 6.2</td></tr><tr><td style="width: 85px; padding: 5px; font: bold 12px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: none; border-right: 1px solid #333333; background-image: none; background: #ffffcc; color: #000000;">Love:<br /></td><td style="width: 240px; padding: 5px; padding-left: 0px; font: bold 12px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: none; vertical-align: middle; background-image: none; background: #ffffff; color: #000000;"><img src="http://www.monkeyquiz.com/img/purbar.gif" height="12" width="184" style="border: 1px solid #000000; border-left: none; vertical-align: middle; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;"> 9.2</td></tr><tr><td style="width: 85px; padding: 5px; font: bold 12px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: none; border-right: 1px solid #333333; background-image: none; background: #ffffcc; color: #000000;">Finance:<br /></td><td style="width: 240px; padding: 5px; padding-left: 0px; font: bold 12px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: none; vertical-align: middle; background-image: none; background: #ffffff; color: #000000;"><img src="http://www.monkeyquiz.com/img/grebar.gif" height="12" width="124" style="border: 1px solid #000000; border-left: none; vertical-align: middle; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;"> 6.2</td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" style="border: none; border-top: 1px solid #333333; font: bold 14px sans-serif; background: #ffeedd; padding: 5px; margin: 0px; text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.monkeyquiz.com/life/rate_my_life.html" style="color: #0000ff;">Take the Rate My Life Quiz</a></td></tr></table><br /><br />its only because i have the best boyfriend, EVER.<br /><br />kevin is so good to me =) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ink_addct:460 2006-01-12T01:26:09Z 2007-05-19T22:19:46Z this journal is friends only