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[Jan. 22nd, 2009|02:17 pm] |
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| | ecstatic | ] | things are finally starting to go my way!!
on tuesday i tattooed myself, turned out ok but its a huge step... the first of many! few more months i should start practicing on good friends then it begins. finally.. all these years of working my ass off is starting to pay off!
i also found out i passed the national registry for EMTs. I'm officially a registered EMT for the state of CA. not sure what i'm gonna do with it yet.. might just start doing ride alongs with my dad.... if anything it just feels so good to be something more than i have been the past few years! to finally be something.
i'm so close now its hard to sit still. my mind has been racing constantly craving to absorb everything.
i accomplished a lot this week. time to party. |
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[May. 9th, 2008|10:54 pm] |
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| | hopeful | ] | in 2 weeks I will no longer be a body piercer.
I will be a bank teller.
I'm so excited. |
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[Oct. 26th, 2007|05:35 pm] |
yeah i did a tattoo tonight.
on a human.
that makes me a tattoo artist. i made it. i finally fucking made it people. now time to fucking take over. =) |
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[Oct. 26th, 2007|11:05 am] |
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| | optimistic | ] | It's 2:45, the baby takes his first breath The mother never knew he only had a few left and The father gets a call in the middle of the night His breath gets short and his chest gets tight
But he's 16, and he's driving too fast Takes a turn to the left, it would be his last Nobody knows what happens if he turns to the right Nobody in the car would've died that night
But he's 32 and invincible. The cancer he had it was visceral He never saw it coming...thought he had his whole life Sick in the morning and he died in the night.
We're all so... We're on the run. We're all, we're all We're wasted, no no no We're all wasted We're wasted, no no We're all wasted
7 years old, got his bat in his hand He’s looking for his father and he doesn't understand 'Cause dad's too busy, got some deals on the way His son sits alone as the children play
And he's 18 he couldn't wait to move out His parents wonder what all the rush is about They never bothered with his dreams Only thinking of theirs. Wonders why he doesn't call and why he doesn't care
But he's 32 and invincible With everything he is based on principle He never had a truly happy moment in his life He didn't want the kids and he didn't want his wife.
We're wasted, no no no We're all wasted We're wasted, no no We're all wasted We're wasted We're all wasted We're all wasted, no no We're all wasted
23 now got his life in his hands He's looking all around and he doesn't understand 'Cause life's too busy, things get in the way We all feel alone every single day
And I'm 18 couldn't wait to move out It's been 5 years and now I'm starting to doubt... Whether all my dreams are just aimless stares Looking off to someplace that isn’t there
When I'm 32 will I be miserable? With everything around based on principle Will I have a clue, oh wouldn't it be nice to never be alone in this wasted life.
We're wasted, no no no We're all wasted We're wasted, no no We're all wasted We're wasted We're all wasted We're all wasted, no no We're all wasted. ------------------------------------------------------ so i might do my first tattoo tonight if all goes according to plan. wish me luck, i've been working on this for 3 years now. we'll see. |
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[Jul. 10th, 2007|05:23 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] | at this point, i really dont know what to do about anything.
certain people really let me down. |
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[May. 28th, 2007|01:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | loved | ] | life is good
i definately have the best boyfriend ever <3
i could never do any of this without his support =) |
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| today |
[May. 20th, 2006|04:41 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | blah | ] | its been one year today.
RIP TKL <3 |
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[Mar. 26th, 2006|04:10 pm] |
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| | loved | ] |
its only because i have the best boyfriend, EVER.
kevin is so good to me =) |
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[Jan. 11th, 2006|05:24 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | amused | ] | this journal is friends only |
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